Episode 9: Recapturing Absurdity, Fun, and Mocking Bureaucracy

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In Defense of the Ridiculous

I have changed what I write about.


Not because I ran out of sermons, meditations, and folktales, but because the world sounds too much like a pulpiteer—long, loud, and entirely devoid of mirth. I turned to absurdity the way a drowning man turns to air: instinctively, and with no guarantee of survival.

The stories I tell now, about bureaucratic saints, apologetic corpses, and squirrels gripped by metaphysical doubt, are not escapism. They are my form of rebellion against the great and humorless seriousness that has settled like ash over everything. When truth is wrapped in outrage and irony is sold by subscription, I find it infinitely more honest to laugh at the machinery of it all. Laughter, after all, is the last confession left to the sane.

Writing absurdly regulates me. It is how I wrestle anxiety back into its proper shape: comic, tragic, and faintly ridiculous. Each story is a kind of exorcism performed with a raised eyebrow. In a world addicted to doom and discourse, I prefer to light a small, deranged candle and watch reality dance round it.

I am not writing to make sense of the world. I am writing to remind myself, and anyone still listening, that sense was never the point. Meaning lives in the margins: in a saint’s paperwork gone wrong, a machine that apologizes to trees, or a resurrected tax assessor asking for a coffee break.

The world is absurd. So, I intend to meet it on its own terms, double espresso in one hand, keyboard in the other, laughing just loudly enough to stay human. —D.

Episode 8: It’s Important to Decompose Now And Then

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Despite all this good stuff, I have been feeling a little flat recently. It comes to us all. Much unrealised. Everything in the rear view mirror. I’m too asleep, bad-tempered, just irritable at the world. James Hillman told me it’s important to just ‘decompose’ every now and then. Don’t make everything alright. Let Saturn and his dry, difficult, Beckett-like thoughts own the house for a minute. Let things get sepia toned. Draw the curtains. Inspect the ruins.

In the words of an old Welsh poem:

What I loved in boyhood, I now hate:

A girl, a stranger, a gray horse.

But love Hillman as I do, I can’t stay there forever (neither did he really, but he worked hard and brilliantly on the legitimacy of melancholy).

And it’s in this kind of mood that God gives me a talking to. Walks me over to my large-font-sized Bible and places his substantial, clean-nailed finger on the story of Moses and God gently sayeth:

Suck it up buttercup. — Martin Shaw 

Episode 7: What About Deepening the Soul?

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What if the point of life isn’t about fixing, polishing, or endlessly improving ourselves. What if it isn’t self-help? What if the purpose of living is soul-work. The kind that remembers myth, story, and transformative conversation is not meant to enlighten or instruct, but to awaken: to open onto the deeper life where grief and wonder, death and newness, earth and heaven still speak. The soul doesn’t grow taller, it grows deeper. So what about deepening the soul? That’s the question we’ll sit with today.

Episode 6: Being A Part of The Parable

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The Underworld is the place where you broke bread with Baba Yaga, made peace with limit, were fed small scraps of meat by crows when you needed it the most. It’s the deep dip in a myth, the katabasis, the descent, the mischievous, startling bewilderment of irrational energies. Logic has little traction at such a moment. Successful returnees of the Underworld are Blake, Anna Swir, Patti Smith, Elie Wiesel. Sometimes we make these journeys alone, sometimes as a culture.

My petition is that we accept the challenge of uncertainty. As a matter of personal style. It’s the right thing to do. It’s what the Anglo-Saxons called “living in the bone-house.” We get older, we find life is riven with weirdness. We should be weird too. To know, tell, and create stories is a wondrous skill that keeps faith with the traditional and beauteous techniques our ancestors used when faced with the sudden mists and tripwires of living. —Martin Shaw

Episode 5: The Prisoner

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Let’s begin with a question: Where are you?

That’s the question we all ask, isn’t it? Whether we know it or not, whether we want to admit it or not. Where are we? 

In 1968, a TV show called The Prisoner aired in the United States on CBS. The protagonist, known only as Number Six, wakes up one morning to find himself trapped in a place called The Village. The Village is a seemingly idyllic place, where every need is met and every comfort is provided. But every person is stripped of their true identity. They are nothing but numbers, caught in a system that controls their every move, their every thought, and their every word.

And the question that lingers throughout the show’s seventeen episodes is simple: Where am I?

“I am not a number,” says Number Six. “I am a free man.”

But in The Village, freedom is an illusion. The people who live there are told they’re free, but they are bound by the controlling forces around them. These controllers twist the truth, twist their very souls, to keep them in line, to break their will. And the most unsettling thing is that many of them don’t even know they’re trapped.

Of course, this sounds familiar to many of us. This is the world we now live in.

We are surrounded by forces that tell us what to say, how to think, and how to live. It’s all neatly packaged and branded, wrapped up with a bow of comfort and convenience. We have the internet, social media, endless streams of entertainment and distraction. We are constantly plugged in, our minds always occupied. But is it freedom? Or is it The Village in a different guise?

Like Number Six, we are told that we are free. But when we start asking questions, when we seek real truth, when we try to break free from the stories that are being fed to us, something strange happens. People tell us to settle down, to just go along, to stop fighting against the current. They tell us we’re being uncooperative, rebellious. 

But is it rebellion to ask why we are here? To seek out the truth? To want to know who is really pulling the strings?

episode 4: This Is Civil Disobedience, This is The Call

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Civil Disobedience

We’re taught that obedience is virtue.

But what happens when the laws no longer guard the land, the people, or the soul. What happens when they only serve profit, machines, and the men who write the rules to feed themselves?

They’ve built a world where you need permission to milk your own cow.

Where the law protects what poisons the field

and punishes the one who plants without asking.

Where your neighbor is a customer, a tree is just lumber,

and childhood is a market.

But there is an older law.

Deeper than decree.

Stronger than screen.

More lasting than the lines drawn by empire.

And there comes a time, and this is such a time,

when to obey is to betray the earth, neighbor, and God,

and to disobey is to keep faith and become fully human again.

Not by protest, but by planting.

Not by slogans, but by seed.

Not by outrage, but by orchard.

Not by winning, but by tilling and tending.

So stay put.

To feed your neighbor before the market.

To kneel in the soil and know your place.

To raise children who bear heroic names, holy names older than those of banks, law firms, and lobby groups.

To grow food that answers to season, not system.

To care for the old without handing them a billing code.

This is how we recover a holy remembering.

A waking from the spell of profit.

A return to the deep bonds of kinship, not to nostalgia.

This is civil disobedience.

A loaf passed from hand to hand

A lamb raised without barcode.

A fire lit for neighbors, not content.

A psalm prayed at the ditch where the wild mint grows.

Build the economy of gift.

Trade sourdough for firewood.

Trust more than they can tax.

Love more than they can regulate.

Sow more than they can surveil.

And let the record show:

we chose the soil over the screen,

the seed over the salary,

the neighbor over the algorithm.

We did not save the earth.

But we remembered it, and we prayed and we planted.

And that, God help us,

is how the garden begins to grow again

episode 1 — A New Direction. A New Story

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St Kevin and the Blackbird (1996)

And then there was St Kevin and the blackbird.
The saint is kneeling, arms stretched out, inside
His cell, but the cell is narrow, so

One turned-up palm is out the window, stiff
As a crossbeam, when a blackbird lands
And lays in it and settles down to nest.

Kevin feels the warm eggs, the small breast, the tucked
Neat head and claws and, finding himself linked
Into the network of eternal life,

Is moved to pity: now he must hold his hand
Like a branch out in the sun and rain for weeks
Until the young are hatched and fledged and flown.

*

And since the whole thing’s imagined anyhow,
Imagine being Kevin. Which is he?
Self-forgetful or in agony all the time

From the neck on out down through his hurting forearms?
Are his fingers sleeping? Does he still feel his knees?
Or has the shut-eyed blank of underearth

Crept up through him? Is there distance in his head?
Alone and mirrored clear in love’s deep river,
‘To labour and not to seek reward,’ he prays,

A prayer his body makes entirely
For he has forgotten self, forgotten bird
And on the riverbank forgotten the river’s name. —Seamus Heaney

0235: Midweek Debrief – AI, Pride, and Lifting the Lid on the Crocan

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There’s a hunger in the world now, not just for bread, but for meaning. A hunger not of the belly, but of the bones. A thirst nothing sweet can quench. No flag can feed it. No slogan can soothe it. And if you’ve felt it, that ache behind the ribs, that long pull in the chest, you are not alone.

The world we’ve inherited is wired, clever, and slick with answers. It can mimic beauty. It can parrot truth. It can fake kindness with the grin of a fox. But it cannot bleed for you. It cannot carry your name in its breath. It cannot love with scars.

What we’re living through is not mere culture shift, it is soul drift.

The words we were given—mother, father, son, daughter—once thick as old oaks, now float like thistledown. Their roots have been hacked at. They drift loose in the wind of self-invention. The old ground has been traded for mirrors and wires. And while pundits clap and parliaments cheer, real sons and daughters are caught in the riptide. Told they must choose between truth and love. When in Christ, those two were never meant to be torn apart.

This is not about hate. It is not about picking fights or planting flags.

It’s about hunger. It’s about the longing that lives under the ribs. It’s about the want for belonging, for blessing, for a name spoken with warmth.

So let’s speak plainly.

You are not your wounds.

You are not a political symbol. You are not your shame, your pride, your confusion, your hashtags.

You are not the masks you’ve worn to feel safe. You are not the lies you’ve told yourself to feel whole.

You are a soul.

A living, aching, wondrous soul, woven by the hands of a God who doesn’t lie, doesn’t mock, doesn’t abandon.

0234: Midweek Debrief — Let The Little Stone Suckers Come Unto me

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A starving child is a judgment on the world.

Agus sin í an fhírinne ghlan—And that is the plain truth.

And that judgment begins with us.

As a man, I am sickened. The older I get, the more I understand what strength is for. And it is not for conquest. It is not for domination. It is for standing in the breach. For using your body and your words to protect the weak. To be silent now, when children are being choked slowly by hunger, is to surrender manhood itself.

As a father, I am undone. I’ve seen my children sick with fever, weak with flu, curled in sleep after a hard day. And I’ve thanked God every time there was food in the house, clean water to give, arms to hold them. I cannot imagine what it is to watch your child waste away because the trucks won’t come, the borders are shut, and the world has turned its face to something more palatable.

As a father—Mar athair—I say this: no cause on earth is worth the death of a hungry child.

As a priest, I say this plainly and without apology: To starve a child is to spit in the face of God. And if your gospel cannot name that plainly, if your faith bends in cowardly silence while this goes on, then your gospel is not worth preaching.

I do not care what side you’re on. I do not care what name you pray to. If you can justify the slow, mechanical murder of a child by hunger in the name of safety, in the name of strategy, in the name of national pride or religious war or economic leverage, then you have already lost your soul. Tá tú caillte—You are lost.

0233: Midweek Debrief — Lifted Out of The Pit & The Size of Our Souls

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In this episode, I discuss sitting with sadness, conforming our lives to the big “T” truth, the importance of using story to cover our everyday experiences with higher meaning and purpose, and why it’s worthwhile to comtemplate the size of our souls.

0232: The Red Caller, Dandelions & The Managerial Class

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The truth is, modern man — “scientific man,” as he likes to call himself — has disarmed himself. He traded his old strength, his old faith, his old stories, for a spreadsheet and a dopamine hit. He threw out the saints and the warriors and enthroned the technocrats. In doing so, he cast off not just God, but his own courage, his own soul.

He fashioned himself into a cold machine, a calculator with shoes. And now he wonders why he no longer knows how to love with fire or stand with honor. He’s forgotten what it means to weep for the right things, to feel the blood rise in his chest when the truth is mocked or the innocent are crushed.

Instead, he grazes like a herd animal, restless, obedient, anxious.

And in this vacuum, the managers come.

With policies. With dashboards. With endless “solutions” that strip the soul bare while telling you they’ve come to make your life easier.

0231: Midweek Debrief – Gentle, Steady, and Given

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A Thiarna, i mo thuirse, ná tréig mé. (O Lord, in my weariness, do not forsake me.)

Tuirse is not only the sag of limbs at the end of a long day. It is deeper than that. It is the hush that gathers behind the eyes when hope has gone too far ahead and no longer waits for you. It is the weight in the chest, like a stone settling, when the sea gives no reply to your longing, and the hills echo back only the sound of your name, and nothing more.

Tuirse does not arrive only at nightfall. It can come in the middle of conversation, slipping in silently when your words falter and ache behind the teeth. It lingers in the silence of letters never sent, in the stillness of roads you meant to walk but did not. It waits in the hunger for a face you can no longer name, though your heart still knows the shape of it.

And yet, even in tuirse, there is something more.

There is a stirring, quiet but sure. A breath that does not come from you, but for you. Not sorrow, but grace. Not heaviness, but a settling—gentle, steady, and given.

Pronunciation: TUR-shuh / Uh HEER-nuh, ih muh HUR-shuh, naw trayg may

0130: Midweek Debrief – The Requiem Note of Brotherhood

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In the modern West, the hearth has gone cold. The fires that once knit family and village together have been replaced with a different flame—the flickering blue light of the screen. John Michell warned of this in his strange, luminous writings. He saw how the displacement of the hearth led to the displacement of meaning. No longer do we gather around a living fire, telling the old stories, hearing the wisdom passed down in hushed voices. No—we huddle instead around the electric glow of mass-produced stories, sold to us by the same companies who profit from our outrage, our fear, our endless hunger for novelty.

Michell said it plainly: once the hearth was the link between heaven and earth. Now, that chain has rusted. The fire we stare into now is cold, sterile, dead.

The folk tales are gone. The folk songs are gone. Replaced by noise.

And it matters. God help us, it matters. Because without the old songs, without the old myths, without the fire that once drew our gazes upward and outward toward wonder, we become small. Smaller than we were meant to be. Easily led. Easily frightened. Easily bought. It is a short step from forgetting your own songs to singing the songs of your conquerors.

And so here we are: divided, outraged, distracted. The paradise of the rich, Victor Hugo said, is built out of the hell of the poor. And our masters know it. They fuel it. They love it. They need it.

And we go on, applauding them, fighting each other, shouting ourselves hoarse over scraps.

We have forgotten who we are. Forgotten the hearth. Forgotten the brotherhood. Forgotten the great chain that links heaven to earth, earth to hearth, hearth to heart.

And unless we remember, unless we kneel, as T.S. Eliot said—not kneel before flags or corporations or the endless cult of Self, but kneel before the living God—unless we kneel, we will continue to slouch. To spectate. To slip away into silence…

0229: Midweek Debrief – Tim’s Story, St. Athracta’s Two Stags, and St. John’s Prayer

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Tims’ Story 

Many say you change the world by changing the laws. Some say it’s changing the minds of men. Still others say it’s overturning systems and marching in streets. But the truth is quieter than that. It moves without slogans. It walks without a flag.

It looks like this: a deaf and blind man named Tim, finding his way onto a flight in Boston, one hand stretched out into the dark. And a stranger gives up his seat, and flight attendants allow their faces to be touched so he can know they are there, so he can feel the kindness in the lines of their cheeks. It looks like a fifteen-year-old girl named Clara, spelling words into the palm of a man she’s just met—letter by letter, patience and grace made flesh.

This is the revolution the world forgets. The kind that takes no pictures. The kind that doesn’t tweet. The kind that doesn’t need a camera crew to know it mattered.

We live in a time where everyone is shouting about kindness, but no one seems to be practicing it. Where “empathy” is a brand, and “tolerance” is used like a knife. You don’t change the world by screeching about compassion for some narrowly defined group, mostly to prove you belong to the tribe that says the right things. You change it by giving up your seat. By opening a cream cup. By sitting beside someone and letting them feel the shape of your face.

That’s what goodness looks like. And it’s always looked like that. Not polished. Not fashionable. Not something you can monetize. It looks like inconvenience. It looks like attention. It looks like quiet strength.

Lynette Scribner, who saw it all unfold on that Alaska Airlines flight, wrote: “It was a beautiful reminder, in this time of too much awfulness, that there are still good, good people who are willing to look out for each other.” And she’s right. But I’d go further: It’s not just a reminder. It’s a rebuke. A call to return. A charge to reclaim what we’ve traded for shouting and spectacle.

You don’t need a platform. You need a backbone. And you need to look up—at your neighbor, at the stranger in front of you, at the one who doesn’t move so quickly or speak so well. You need to see them. Really see them. Not for what they can do. Not for what they represent. But because they are human, and that means they matter.

Somewhere along the way, we began to think that the only things worth doing were the things that made headlines. But the Kingdom of God has always moved like leaven, like a mustard seed, like water wearing down stone. It moves through mothers and grandfathers, through teenagers with open hands and airline staff who let their schedules be broken by something more important than time.

And I’ll tell you what else: that man, Tim, who needed help with his coffee, who reached out and touched the world around him to find his bearings—he’s not just the one receiving. In some deep and quiet way, he gave every person around him the gift of their own humanity. He gave them the chance to remember who they are.

That’s how the world changes. Not through grand statements, but through small ones: a hand resting in another. A yes spelled into the skin. Laughter shared in row 14. And a God who sees it all and says, “This is good.”

So go, and do likewise.

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Saint Athracta & the Team of Stags

They say she was the daughter of a king, the sister of two bishops, and the bride of none but Christ. Her name was Athracta, and her feet walked further than many kings rode. She had no throne but the sod underfoot, and no crown but the wind in her veil.

She had come west across the land, following no road but prayer, with a heart set firm on one thing: to serve. Not to rule, not to speak grand words from a pulpit, but to heal the sick, teach the children, feed the hungry, and raise up the name of God among thorn and nettle.

And when she came at last to Lough Gara, where the reeds met the water and the sky hung low, she stopped. The land there felt thin between earth and heaven. She knelt and pressed her hand to the soil. It answered. There, she would build a house of prayer and healing. A place for the poor. A home for the brokenhearted.

But land needs more than will. Stone must be hauled. Timber raised. And word must go to the nearest chieftain who, as it happened, was a small man with a large pride.

“No,” he said. “No horses. No oxen. No carts. This ground’s not for women. Especially not for ones with plans.”

And that was that.

Or so he thought.

Saints, though, are a different sort. They bend, not to power, but to God Almighty. And Athracta, she did not argue. She did not scold or beg. She walked into the woods instead.

And the woods, they hushed.

The birds fell quiet. The wind caught its breath. Even the stream slowed, as if waiting.

From between the alder and ash, two stags stepped forward. Great red beasts, with antlers like branches and eyes old as the hills. They bowed their heads to her, kneeling, as no beast ought.

She took off her veil and bound it into harness. Laid her hands on their backs and spoke a word no one else heard. And with that, the stags rose, and followed.

Back to the clearing she led them, to the site of her vision. There she set the work.

Stone upon stone. Beam after beam. Day after day, the stags returned from the forest hauling what was needed—wood from the glen, clay from the riverbank, even water from the spring below the hill. They moved without whip, without bridle, without fear. Only faith.

And the people, they came to watch.

At first, just a few. Then more. They saw wild beasts yoked to holy labor, walking the roads like monks in silence. They watched as walls rose, shaped by her hands and by the hooves of the forest’s own.

And something in them changed.

They began to carry buckets. To pass stones. To bring what they could, bits of food, wool, a hammered nail, a prayer, a song.

Even the proud lord, the one who’d refused her, came down from his hall in silence one morning. He saw the stags bow before her. He saw the wellspring flowing inside the convent grounds, clearer than any he’d known. He dropped to his knees and begged her to bestow on him the Heavenly Father’s blessing.

She gave it. But she never asked for his help.

Her help had already come, from deeper places. Older. Wilder. Holier.

When the convent was finished, it stood not as a mark of power, but of service. A place where healing came in silence and prayer. Where no door was locked, and no soul was turned away.

And they say, quietly, near the lough, when the mist gathers in the trees—that those stags still walk the woods. They come not for kings or warriors, but for the humble. For those with hands ready to carry burdens not their own. For those who kneel before the work.

So if you ever walk near Lough Gara and see antlers moving through the trees, do not run. Lower your head. Step off the path.

And say nothing at all.

Some help comes only to the ones who do not ask, but trust in God’s providence.

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Prayer of St. John the Evangelist (Oratio Sancti Iohannis Evangelistae) from the Irish Liber Hymnorum 

In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit, 

the One to whom all things are subject, 

whom every creature serves, to whom every power bows, 

before whom all tremble and fear: the dragon flees, 

the viper falls silent, the toad, called frog, grows still, 

the scorpion is extinguished, 

the basilisk is conquered, 

the sea-beasts do no harm, 

and every venomous thing, 

and even fiercer creatures, 

are darkened and driven back. 

All roots of harm to human health wither away.

You, extinguish this poisoned venom. 

Quench its deadly working. 

Drain the power it holds within. 

And grant, in your presence, 

to all whom you have made: 

eyes to see, ears to hear,

a heart to understand your greatness.

Amen.

Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John.

0228: Midweek Debrief – It Is Upon Me

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…when we say, “I am depressed,” we start to believe the sorrow is the whole of us. That it’s etched into the skin, like a birthmark. That it’s our name now. But when we say, “The sorrow is on me,” we leave room. Room for the truth that this thing might lift. That it might pass. That we are more than what presses us down.

There’s a similar pattern in Scots Gaelic, in older English, in Hiberno-English still found in country places. You’ll hear it in the way people used to talk:
“The fear came over me.”
“A sadness was upon her.”
Those turns of phrase weren’t just poetic, they reflected a whole way of understanding the soul. That feelings are visitations. Weather fronts. Shadows that fall, and then pass. Spirits, maybe, fleeting, but strong.

In that old world, the self was not an island but a wide field, open to the wind and the Word. And so, what came upon a person—sorrow, joy, fear—was not owned, but witnessed. Not claimed, but endured.

0227: Midweek Debrief – THE BODY REMEMBERS

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What happened to you is not your identity. The wound you carry, the abuse you suffered, doesn’t get to have the final word. It’s part of your story, yes. It has shaped you, but it cannot define you, because Someone greater has stepped into your pain and claimed you as His own. Jesus knows exactly how it feels to be betrayed, violated, and wounded—He knows it in His flesh and blood. He knows it on a cross. He knows it in the scars He carries still. And what He says to you, right now, is that you belong to Him. And because you belong to Him, that means your wounds belong to Him, too. Your pain is held, seen, and loved—deeply loved—by the One who carries scars of His own. And here’s what makes all the difference: His wounds can heal yours. – D.

0226: Midweek Debrief — A House Undone

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It begins with small cracks, a shifting in the beams, the wood groaning beneath the weight of something unseen. A house does not collapse all at once—not at first. The walls hold for a time, even as the foundation begins to loosen. The roof remains overhead, even as the joints split, even as the wind seeps in where it never did before. And then, one day, with a shudder and a sigh, it gives way. Not in an instant, but in a long, slow fall.

So too with a culture.

We live in an age of collapse. Spiritually, mentally, emotionally, even physically, we are coming undone. The signs are everywhere. The old symbols no longer hold meaning. The words spoken in sacred places ring hollow. Our stories, once full of weight, have been traded for distractions that pass like dust in the air. We were given something rich, something rooted, something deep—and we have spent the last century peeling it away, layer by layer, as if we believed we could stand without the thing that held us up.

And now we feel it—the weightlessness, the drift, the growing sense that something is missing, though few can name what it is.

The Warning Signs

Many saw it coming. T.S. Eliot, writing in The Hollow Men, captured the spirit of an age losing its soul:

“This is the way the world ends
Not with a bang but a whimper.”

Nietzsche, though he is remembered for his declaration that God is dead, was less a prophet of atheism than a man who saw the terrible void that would follow once the divine order was cast aside. He did not celebrate the death of God—he trembled at what it would mean. Dostoevsky saw it too, warning that if God does not exist, everything is permitted—a phrase often misquoted, but carrying its weight nonetheless.

Long before these modern prophets, the Norse sagas spoke plainly of the world’s end, Ragnarok, in the poetic Edda, describing the collapse of divine and earthly order, when “Brothers shall fight and fell each other, and sisters’ sons shall kinship stain.” The Hávamál also warned of self-destructive folly, advising that “the unwise man lies awake all night, brooding over everything; when morning comes he is worn out, and his trouble is just as before.” These ancient seers, like Eliot and Nietzsche, recognized the danger of living unmoored from greater truths.

The old writers, the poets and the prophets, they knew. They saw what would happen if we severed ourselves from the past, from the weight of meaning, from the hard-won truths that bound us to something greater than ourselves. They knew that a culture that no longer believed in anything higher than itself would eat itself alive.

And now here we are.

The Root Cause

A culture does not break down all at once. It begins with the small betrayals, the slow unthreading of the sacred.

First, the stories lose their weight. What was once told in hushed voices, with reverence and awe, is now reduced to entertainment. The myths that shaped us—whether drawn from Scripture, from the great epics, from the old fireside tellings—are dismissed as outdated, unnecessary. Yet the Welsh knew better; the legends in the Mabinogion carried hidden truths of kinship, bravery, and loss, narratives meant not simply to entertain but to guide the heart of a people.

Then, the words themselves lose their strength. Truth becomes your truth, a thing as malleable as clay. Honor becomes a relic. Courage, restraint, temperance—these are no longer the virtues they once were. They are seen as impediments, shackles on the self. Yet the Anglo-Saxon epic Beowulf speaks otherwise, showing that strength without virtue is hollow. Beowulf himself declares, “It is always better to avenge dear ones than to indulge in mourning,” understanding clearly that virtue requires decisive, honorable deeds, not self-pity or moral weakness.

And finally, the body follows. When meaning is stripped from the world, when nothing is sacred, even the body becomes something to be altered, played with, broken apart. The physical breakdown we see—rising sickness, addiction, despair—is not separate from the spiritual breakdown. It is the consequence of a people untethered, of lives without weight or direction. The ancient Gaelic poem The Lament of Deirdre warned of sorrow that comes when bodies and spirits are parted from harmony and truth, showing clearly that the spiritual shapes the physical as roots shape a tree.

The Symptoms

Look around. The evidence is everywhere.

Spiritually, we are starving. The churches stand, but they are empty. The old prayers are still spoken, but they do not land. Faith has become something private, something optional, something that bends to fit the shape of the self rather than calling the self to be reshaped. The old Scottish ballads once sang of a faith hard as stone and clear as wind, a faith that moved men to bravery and sacrifice. Yet now, faith has become quiet, afraid of being heard clearly.

Mentally, we are drowning. Anxiety and depression are not merely common; they are expected. Suicide is rising, especially among the young. There is more wealth, more ease, more comfort than ever before, and yet the despair deepens. The promises of progress have not saved us. The Hávamál warns clearly: “An ill-tempered, unhappy man ridicules all he hears, makes fun of others, but refuses to see his own faults”—wisdom ignored by a culture too absorbed in its own cleverness to see its true sickness.

Emotionally, we are thin-skinned and fragile. Every word is an offense, every disagreement a battle. We lash out, but without direction. We destroy, but without purpose. A culture that has lost its grounding will turn on itself, looking for something to blame, for someone to punish. From Icelandic sagas to the Gaelic lamentations, the ancients warned that a people divided from within would destroy themselves faster than any outside enemy.

Physically, we are decaying. Health is failing, bodies are weakening. We no longer build to last. We do not even know how to stand, how to bear weight, how to work with our hands. We are entertained, but not engaged. We consume, but we do not create. As the Norse sagas describe clearly, a people who cannot wield their own tools and care for their own lands have already lost themselves.

And the worst of it? The sense that this is all normal. That this is simply how things are now. That nothing better is possible.

The Consequences

When a culture reaches this point—when its foundations have rotted, when it no longer remembers its own strength—it does not simply stand in place. It crumbles.

Without belief, without meaning, without virtue, what holds a people together? They turn on each other. They retreat into smaller and smaller tribes, into ideologies that consume and devour. They seek identity not in what is true but in what is opposed to the other. Division is profitable, so division is encouraged.

The rulers—the ones at the top of this failing order—do not suffer as the common people do. They cannot allow meaning to return, because a people who remember what they are will not bow as easily. Edward Bernays understood this perfectly, knowing distraction and manipulation were effective tools to maintain power.

And so, we are fed distractions. Scandals and gossip. Conspiracies, half-truths, and lies.

The Prognosis

The ancient poets offer hope amid despair. The Hávamál again: “The foolish man thinks he will live forever if he keeps away from battle; but old age will not grant him peace, though spears spare him.”

The old ways can still teach us, and the old wisdom can still guide. The ruins may yet become foundations again. The choice lies with us: listen to the ancients or continue drifting into darkness.

The house can still be rebuilt. Even from ruins. —D.

0225: Midweek Debrief — Breaking the Cycle of Power and Forgiveness

Podcast Link: : https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/donavon-riley/episodes/0225-Midweek-Debrief–Breaking-the-Cycle-of-Power-and-Forgiveness-e2v3qct

Breaking the Cycle of Power and Forgiveness

The weight of this world presses down in ways we no longer notice. The hand that guides it is hidden, the rules etched in faint ink that makes them seem like the natural order. We praise our progress, our freedom, our choice—but underneath the slogans, we walk well-worn ruts, carved long before we breathed our first. We are unshackled in body, yet bound in soul by a system that grips our wants and fears, a grand structure of control that shapes not only our deeds but also the marrow of our thoughts.

Somewhere along the way, we lost the old way of seeing, the deep sense that a pattern lies beneath all things. Scientific materialists insist we’re nothing more than arrangements of dirt, that our griefs and joys are sparks in a gray swirl of neurons. The Gnostics preach the world is a wicked trap, that matter is a cage for the spirit. But both stray from the bedrock truth. When God spoke the world into being, He called it good. Not flawed, not worthless—good. Yet, wandering in the world we see now—hard ground, hungry eyes, a planet bristling with harm—we wonder what went astray.

There’s a hunger that gnaws at us, a hollow in the chest that no feast can fill. So we look to men in suits, stars on screens, or bright amusements to numb the ache. We vow allegiance to flags, or line up behind our favored voices, drifting from one brand to another, certain each step might finally still the hunger. Clever minds, from Edward Bernays onward, profit from this: they learned to tame men not through open force but by steering desires. Flash them a scandal, a gossip-laden headline, a conspiracy that tickles their nerves, and folks forget to question who’s truly pulling the strings.

It’s all part of a grand design. There’s a pyramid—the counterfeit mountain—standing against the holy one, its apex hidden behind thick clouds of bureaucracy, boards of directors, and hidden benefactors. Mega-corporations come under even larger umbrellas, and so on up the chain, until we find not a boardroom but something much older and more fearful, powers and principalities that wish to bend our hearts. It’s not technology itself that’s the core evil—tools can be used for good—but a mindset that sees men as resources, a system that thrives on division, unrest, demoralization. Keep the people bitter. Keep them suspicious. Keep them feeding the loop of conflict.

This counterfeit realm wants us weak—easy to predict, easy to herd. It tricks us into the same tired cycle of hurt, revenge, repeat. You’re wounded, so you lash out. You’re disgraced, so you seek to crush someone else. One side rises, only for another to tear it down. Empires shift flags, but the blueprint remains. Meanwhile, those with the real power, the ones who do not stand for election and do not entertain the camera, keep the wheel turning.

Worst of all is the underlying belief they push—that there is no forgiveness. That when you have done wrong, especially something truly hideous, your shame is eternal. When you have been hurt, your bitterness must never subside. These puppet masters imagine themselves beyond grace, burdened by deeds too dark for absolution. They pass on that hopeless creed to us, training us in the language of scorn, so we never dream of mercy. We’re left with a world that crows about justice but seldom knows compassion, a place where everything is tracked, dredged up, used as a club in the next wave of shame and blame.

Then—Jesus. The Great Collapse, the unmasking of the farce. The world does not fear Christianity as an institution. It fears Christ. It fears the truth of the Cross, because the Cross is the end of its power. A system built on control cannot withstand a people who forgive. A world that runs on debt cannot hold those who have had their debts erased.

Jesus arrives in the midst of the clamor and refuses to join the old game. He meets betrayal with steady silence, cruelty with unflinching love. He gathers the violence of the ages—hatred, bitterness, the black smoke of war—and takes it onto Himself. A single man, sinless, stands in the place of the wicked, letting the lash and nails break His body. He does not call armies from heaven. He does not hurl curses on His tormentors. He takes the full load. In that act, He breaks the circle.

We no longer owe the system our debt. We no longer live under the lash of the victim-perpetrator dynamic: “You hurt me, I hurt you.” Christ has paid, not in gold or in other peoples’ blood, but in His own blood. The old powers tremble because they rely on vengeance and resentment as their engine. Without the promise of payback, their machine falters. The world depends on wars, whether waged with bombs or with words, to maintain the false pyramid. But once the debt is canceled, the motor groans, the gears slip. When we forgive, when we walk free, the cogs grind to a halt.

Yet we’re taught to ignore this. Advertisers, media moguls, backroom kingmakers—they keep us busy with lesser battles. They feed us toy swords to fight imaginary foes while the real contest rages behind the curtain. The world is not afraid of a lukewarm church, or a political movement draped in crosses. And that’s why they’re afraid of Christ Himself. Because the Cross means the final blow to their game. How do you manipulate people who forgive? How do you steer souls who know their worth is not in wealth or status, but in a God who laid down His life for them?

That’s why Christianity can never be just another religion or ideology. It isn’t one flavor among many. It’s the truth that shatters the stage. Other paths say we must keep the balance, pay eye for eye, earn our innocence. But the Cross proclaims, “Paid in full.” Grace is given, not bartered. The scarcest treasure in this world—mercy—flows in a torrent from the broken body of Christ. And the powers fear mercy most of all.

So we stand at a threshold. The system hums and beckons us to step back into the cycle: gripe, fight, curse, blame, buy more stuff, post our outrage on social media. The top of the pyramid smirks from the gloom, content to watch us thrash like dogs over scraps. Or we can turn from that old treadmill. We can forgive. Not out of weakness, but strength. Because Christ forgave us first. Because the Cross means we owe nothing to the old lords of debt and rage.

Look at the illusions that swirl around us: sports teams that make billions from our devotion, starlets and influencers who shift trends at the flick of a camera, governments that promise change yet serve the same corporate behemoths year after year. We waste our heart’s best energy in these side shows, missing the main stage. The puppet masters grin, because they know our hearts are too drained to seek the deeper truth.

But when you grasp what Christ has done, you break the enchantment. You see the game for what it is. You realize that the real battle has been won and that the throne belongs not to those who gather wealth and armies, but to the one who knelt and washed feet. And so, you do what the system fears most—you forgive. You surrender your right to vengeance, your right to keep the wound alive. You hand that wound to the one who already bore it, and in letting go, you taste a freedom the world cannot give.

In the hush that follows, you feel the whole pyramid tremble. Because men and women who forgive cannot be bought. They cannot be driven to war by cheap slogans or whipped into fury by gossip. They see beyond the illusions of wealth and hype. They might still work in offices, still follow chores and routines, but their hearts are no longer tethered. They have glimpsed the Cross, the place where the system collapsed, the place where grace remade the world.

The powers will do all they can to keep us from that moment. They will fling scandal, gossip, half-baked conspiracies to spin us in circles, to keep us outraged or frightened. They pour resources into psy-ops that spread discord, pit neighbor against neighbor, sow doubt in every corner. We see the fruits in the daily news cycle, the endless rancor on social media, the shouted headlines that never let us rest. Because a restless man is an easy mark. A people who trust in mercy, who keep calm in the storm, might look upward—or inward—and catch sight of that broken facade.

Yet the Cross remains, unwavering. We can choose it. We can walk away from the old path, from the wheel of hate, from the chain of retribution. We can step into forgiveness. That is the final act that robs the powers of their hold over us. Christ’s words echo still: “It is finished.” And with those words, the system’s spines are snapped.

There stands the call, right at the edge of our daily routines. Will we keep feeding the beast with our grudges, with our thirst for blood, with our distraction? Or will we let those illusions scatter and stand free at last? The Cross opens the way. But we must open our eyes to see, courage to follow, and hearts that beat with the mercy of the one who paid every debt.

That, in the end, is the secret the Machine can’t bear. We are no longer bound; the Son has set us free. The monstrous shape of corporate towers, the cunning plans of those in hidden seats of power—they crumble when forgiveness sweeps through the land. Chains that can’t be seen are cut by a grace that can’t be measured. And so the old lie breaks, and Christ stands, the new dawn rising behind Him, a dawn that never ends. —D.

0224: Midweek Debrief — The Weight of Gold, the Lightness of Grace

Podcast Link: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/donavon-riley/episodes/0224-Midweek-Debrief–The-Weight-of-Gold–the-Lightness-of-Grace-e2ujr6m

The Weight of Gold, the Lightness of Grace

Poverty of spirit—what a strange, thin phrase it’s become, brittle in the mouths of modern men who’ve never walked barefoot on cold earth, never felt the raw ache of want, not just in the belly but in the soul. To be poor in spirit isn’t a matter of meek nods and saintly sighs. It’s not weakness, not a bowed head for show. It’s an emptiness carved out deep enough for something greater to fill. Like the hollow in the earth where the seed falls, dark and unseen, but ready. The ache isn’t the end; it’s the beginning—the ache is where grace rushes in.

But we’ve grown used to surfaces, to sheen and shimmer. We’re magpies, dazzled by the glitter of things that promise fullness but offer only echoes. The clink of coins, the soft glow of screens, each flickering to distract from the hollow. Gold glitters because it reflects light, but it holds none of its own. Stack it high, let it spill from chests and accounts, yet it’s cold in the hand, colder in the heart. A man can die rich and still be empty, his soul an unfurnished room.

The old ones knew better—the story-tellers and seers with their feet thick in mud, their nostrils seasoned by turf smoke, and their minds lit with stars. They spoke of virtues and vices not as moral checklists, but as living forces. Not metaphors, but beings, spirits woven into the warp and weft of the world. Thomas Aquinas saw this, called them agents of divine power, streaks of grace running like veins of silver through the rock of creation. They’re not just habits to be picked up like good manners; they’re channels, conduits for the breath of God Himself, working miracles, steadying the natural order, ensuring that His will isn’t just spoken but walked in, not just whispered but stitched into the very cloth of reality.

Take humility. Today it’s mistaken for softness, for a kind of cowardice dressed up as politeness. But real humility is a weight—a gravity that pulls you down to the ground, roots you where you stand. It’s not the sag of a broken man but the stance of one who knows where he comes from and where he’s going. The proud man floats, puffed up, untethered, carried by every whim. But the humble man knows he’s small, and that knowing makes him strong—an anchor in the seabed, steady while the waters swirl round. Humility isn’t self-loathing; it’s the lifeline which keeps our soul from being cast adrift.

And virginity—what a word to drop into the middle of this age of excess. Not just bodies untouched, but hearts undivided. The modern mind scoffs, as if restraint were a relic, as if to keep something sacred were a kind of fear. But ancient peoples saw it differently. They saw it as power—not absence, but presence. The unploughed field holds the richest soil. The sky, when it’s clear of clouds, reveals the deepest stars. Virginity isn’t a gap; it’s a vessel uncracked, ready to brim over with something holy.

Modesty, too, has been gutted, turned into a checklist about hems and sleeves, rules for what should be covered rather than a wisdom about what should be treasured. But modesty isn’t about hiding; it’s about holding. The art of mystery is knowing that not every treasure should be laid bare. The pearl keeps its beauty because it stays hidden in the shell. The fire burns hottest when it’s banked, not scattered to every wind. Modesty is the virtue that keeps the sacred, sacred—it shields the flame from the careless gust.

Prudence—now there’s a word that’s lost its place at the table. It’s been misunderstood as timidity, as fence-sitting, when really it’s the sharpest of knives. Prudence is clear sight, not the squint of fear but the wide-eyed gaze that sees things as they are and as they can be. It’s the captain reading the winds, knowing when to hoist the sail and when to reef it. The prudent man doesn’t avoid storms; he studies the sky, knows the waters, feels the shift in the air. Prudence isn’t caution—it’s mastery over impulse, the wisdom to see that not every current or causeway leads to home.

Sobriety—often mistaken for dullness, as if the sober man is the one missing out while the world spins in bright colors around him. But sobriety isn’t the absence of joy; it’s the presence of depth. It’s laughter that doesn’t need to be loud to be true, delight that isn’t chased but dwells quietly. The sober heart isn’t parched—it’s steady. It drinks from a deeper well, one that doesn’t run dry when the party’s over.

And wisdom—that old, thorny vine, twisting through time, often ignored but always there, like roots beneath the frost line. Wisdom isn’t just knowing things; it’s understanding the weight of them. It’s the difference between holding a golden cup and knowing the cup’s story—where it’s been, what it’s weathered, what it means. Wisdom carries the scent of the earth, the hush of old woods, the ache of truths learned the hard way. It doesn’t shout. It waits.

Truth, too, has been twisted, turned into a weapon or a fashion. But truth isn’t a sword to be brandished; it’s a mirror to be faced. Truth, ultimately, is the God-man Himself: Jesus. Not an idea, but a person. Not a theory, but a face. You meet Him first in the quiet of your own heart before you ever hold Him up to others. He doesn’t argue. He is. Immutable as a mountain, tender as bread broken in trembling hands.

And now… let’s stand in the bright, flickering carnival of social media—our modern marketplace of vanity and outrage. Here, virtues are relics, dusty and irrelevant, wingless. Who speaks with modesty when the whole platform is designed to scream, “Look at me”? Who practices prudence in a world that rewards the quickest take, the loudest voice? Who seeks wisdom when attention spans are measured in seconds and outrage pays better than understanding?

But maybe that’s the point. Maybe in a world addicted to spectacle, the quiet, steady reliance on the virtues is the true rebellion. Maybe faith, humility, chastity—words that sound antiquated and out of place—are exactly what the modern soul is starving for. Virtues aren’t quaint. They’re radical. They’re not soft—they’re seismic. They shake the foundations of a world built on fleeting applause.

The second Reformation, if it’s coming—and I feel it rumbling beneath our feet—won’t be born from cleverness or novelty. It’ll rise from the old truths we’ve buried but never killed. It won’t be a revolution of new ideas but of rediscovery, of remembering the deep roots we thought we’d outgrown. It’ll come when we’re not paying attention, a seed cracking open in the dark, roots first, reaching down before it reaches up.

Because the nature of things doesn’t change. The soul still hungers for meaning, no matter how much noise we feed it. The heart still aches for beauty, even when we drown it in distraction. The spirit still longs for God, even when we pretend we’ve moved beyond such things.

Virtues aren’t artifacts. They’re anchors. They hold us fast when the tides of culture shift and swirl. They’re not rules to follow but companions on the road, agents of grace, walking with us, strong as old growth trees, steady as the northern star. They’re the breath of God in the bones of the world, the heartbeat beneath the noise.

The rich, the powerful, the influencers with their curated lives and glossy feeds—they rise, wave-like, dramatic and loud, catching the light for a moment. But waves fall. Always. The sea remains.

So in the quiet, when the screens go dark, when the noise fades, ask yourself: What remains? What endures when the applause dies, when the spotlight moves on?

The answer has always been the same. It’s not found in what you’ve gathered, but in what you’ve been given by God. Not in how brightly you’ve shone, but in how deeply you’ve rooted yourself in His Christ. Not in the fleeting, but in the faithful kindness of your Maker.

In the end, it’s not that the world has changed so much. It’s that we’ve forgotten how to see it. The virtues were never lost. We just stopped looking. —D.

The Second Reformation & Awakening to the Enchanted World

Podcast Link: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/donavon-riley/episodes/The-Second-Reformation–Awakening-to-the-Enchanted-World-e2u6t7t

First, credit to Paul Kingsnorth and Mary Harrington for the topic. They are a wellspring of thought-provoking inspiration.

Now… The great post-Enlightenment revolution that promised to unshackle the mind from superstition and lead us into an age of reason has, in its end, given us a world gripped by its own decadence. We’ve spent centuries in a brave, frenetic race to divorce ourselves from a truth deeper than the mind’s ability to comprehend, all the while building false towers of science and technology in our bid for ultimate control. The moment of “Enlightenment” became the moment when everything was atomized and reduced to measure, to numbers, to a dull, materialistic existence that only ever seemed to lead to greater alienation.

And yet, something is quietly, even powerfully, shifting in the modern psyche— something ancient, something true— quietly rising from beneath the hushed noise of the last few centuries of materialism. This great experiment, built on the Cartesian delusion that we can break the world down to parts, and rule it, has come undone. The fruit is rotten, and we are tasting it. In the places where God’s Spirit once spoke boldly, now we hear only hollow claims of progress, identity politics, and the fractured whims of individual will.

It is a decadence wrapped in high-minded idealism, filled with the weight of ideological contradictions, and riddled with deep uncertainty about the value of life itself. What does it mean to be alive, to breathe, to be rooted in the soil of a tradition older than our years? The materialist vision cannot answer this. It can only ask what we measure, what is efficient, what is quantifiable. The invisible world—the reality we once understood through myth, symbol, and holy ritual—is nowhere to be found. So what happens when we become too hollow and thin for the mind to live within? What happens when we’ve spent so long pushing all that cannot be captured and boxed away with our devices that we begin to lose the thread of meaning? We fall back into that original quiet.

The grand boast of materialism and its undergirding ideology of reason—that things can be measured, controlled, quantified—has fallen short. We see it on every front: in our politics, in our so-called “progress,” in the increasing unhappiness in even the richest corners of the world. Technology, once hailed as the liberator of mankind, has enslaved us— tricked us into thinking that convenience and speed will fulfill our deepest needs. It hasn’t.

The moment we thought we could measure everything is the moment we forgot to measure the things that truly matter: the things which can’t be touched, counted, or digitized. The things which seem absent, yet are alive—beauty, grace, spirit, and the truth that reality is filled with breath and meaning. There is more to the world than the observable, more than the definable. We’ve become trapped by a glass box, in which we try to describe a world we don’t truly know. We’ve severed the connections to what keeps us bound to the earth, to the sky, and to each other, yet, it is these very connections that once gave meaning and direction to all things.

Now, as the material world itself crumbles, we’re awakening, though perhaps still blindfolded, to the return of the enchanted, the inspirited. What is spirituality if not this spirit—the anima of the world—that still beckons from the depths of every sacred moment and still cries for our awakening? There is nothing more real than this reality which encircles us but which we cannot measure.

Make no mistake, we are entering a second Reformation, one far deeper than the last. This Reformation will not only sweep away the dead husks of a religious world corrupted by doctrine and political authority; it will strip us of the hardened, synthetic shells of meaning we have so skillfully manufactured through modernity’s broken lens. This coming return is not a blind return to the old ways for the sake of nostalgia or tradition but a return to the living essence of the world itself. It is a return to the truth that things do indeed have a nature— a depth beyond appearance, a truth that reaches far beyond the shiny falseness we’ve pursued so recklessly in recent centuries.

Yes, nature speaks to us; it speaks without tongue but with thrum. There is a steady whisper carried on the wind, on the waves, in the forest’s hushed prayer— an enchantment buried within the hills and riverbeds, in the old myths of creation and destruction, woven through our ancestors’ rituals and belief. It hums through us still, even as we have dismissed it for ages. And in time, just like the land’s reclamation after a long drought, so too will this truth reclaim what it never lost, never relinquished: its vitality.

This spiritual truth is no abstraction, but an ancient reality— a reality that calls us back to connection. It stands directly against the fragmented, isolated subjectivity we’ve deluded ourselves with. True liberty lies in participation— not in self-will, but in participating with creation, with the divine, and yes— with the community of beings that stretch from the rooted earth to the high heavens.

And at the crossroads where this battle is fought, we, who are bound together under the vast canopy of all-encompassing truth, must hold firm to a belief older than reason itself. A belief in the rootedness of the world’s soul, in its holy consistency even when everything is shaken. For the war between materialism and the spiritual reality of things is a great one— but in the end, it is not we who will make the final blow.

Here, beneath the weight of this upheaval, something is beginning to stir in us. Those whose hearts have long been scattered in search of meaning, lost amidst the vain promises of secular ideologies and blind constructions of the world, are awakening. And when the material system finally meets its end— as it surely must— we shall rise, like the returning spring, to breathe once again in a world both real and divine, where nothing is lost to us, and nothing is ever wasted. And as we rise again from the ash of this failed revolution, the chains of the modern world shall fall from us, undone by the very power they tried to dismiss.

In this second Reformation, we shall live, with eyes wide open to the light of what we were never meant to forget: That there is something more— much more— than what we see. And in that understanding, we shall begin to measure not by counting or dividing, but by receiving and participating. And so the Age of Enchantment shall return— and this time it will endure. —D.

0222: Midweek Debrief — Steel, Cloth & Waging the Hidden War

Podcast Link: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/donavon-riley/episodes/0222-Midweek-Debrief–Steel–Cloth–Waging-the-Hidden-War-e2tvsij

Steel, Cloth & Waging the Hidden War

I saw a read a missive on Substack recently by Matthew Herman Hudson that critiqued the claim that Christianity needs “less passive monks and more active knights.”

To think the monk’s labor is passive, a withdrawal from the struggle that defines this world, is to see with dim sight and hear with a stopped ear. Such a view shrinks the spiritual into a shallow mirror of the material. For even at the surface—the realm of flesh, stone, and letters—monks have been the lifeblood of the church since the days of Constantine. Their hands copied the scriptures, built the churches, tilled the land, and served the sick. Their words taught reformers, kings, and common folk. They crafted counterweights to pride and sloth, not in lofty disdain but in painful and deliberate denial of the very excess that tempts every human soul.

And beyond this visible realm, their prayers, chants, and unbroken vigils batter the gates of heaven. Who among us, walking through modern light and noise, even fathoms what such prayers hold back or call forth? To imagine monastic work as lesser, as idle musings beside the knight’s charge into battle, is to misunderstand both knight and monk. Both are bound to a fight, but one’s battleground may be inward and the other outward. The monk guards the foundations of the world as the knight wields his sword for its survival.

This misunderstanding, I suspect, comes from an itch born of modernity. The world, skeptical and blunt, distrusts the unseen. Machines hum; steel cuts; the airwaves tell stories of heroes whose weapons clatter in the din of war. The subtle weapons, the fasting, the kneeling, the holy words whispered in silence, appear useless. The hero of the world must spill blood to prove his worth.

But have we grown so blind to old truths? The Scriptures speak plainly of the contest in heaven, of the war not against flesh and bone but against rulers, powers, and dominions unseen. Christ Himself withdrew to deserts, mountain tops, and gardens, not to shirk His call but to strengthen His heart for the final sacrifice. Did He not fast for forty days, battered by Satan’s temptations, standing firm as the Adam who would not fall? And what of Paul, whose words on the “full armor of God” still rattle through the Christian soul? Truth girds the waist, righteousness shields the heart, and the sword, sharper than any iron blade, is the Word that cuts clean through falsehood.

The fight we call “spiritual” is as bitter and unrelenting as the clash of armies, and if anything, its weapons bite deeper. Knights wield steel to cut down men; monks take up the cross to mortify the self. Do not mistake mortification for weakness—it takes far greater strength to defeat oneself than to kill a foe. And here, within this daily death, lies the heart of the monk’s work. For in dying to pride, lust, and every grasping passion, the monk undermines the kingdom of hell.

Even the ancients knew the gravity of this unseen fight. Long before Christ spoke in Judea, pagans grasped after heavenly hierarchies. The Norse sagas spoke of Asgard and Jotunheim, a layered cosmos bound by struggle. The Greeks warred their gods in stars and clouds; the Hebrews placed thrones, dominions, and seraphim at the peak of creation. And when the Son of Man walked the earth, He did not abolish such truths but fulfilled and revealed them. In His name, Gabriel still delivers messages to the lowly, and Michael still hews down the prince of Persia.

This cosmos—full and flaming with meaning—is as far from our machine-built wastelands as heaven is from hell. The rise of secular power has not silenced the fight but drowned it in noise. Modern warfare no longer follows battle cries but clicks and transactions. Souls are not struck down in combat; they erode under streams of temptation, thin and ceaseless. Bread is discarded; circuses now shine on screens. The world whispers the lie that this life’s struggles—our afflictions, temptations, and triumphs—are without weight, part of a meaningless drift.

But the church, bound to her Bridegroom, stands against this drift. Her steeples, which once towered above every town, do not symbolize pride. They mark the upward pull of belief, the meeting point of earthly toil and heaven’s calling. Every sacrament is an act of defiance—a claim that water holds rebirth, bread and wine turn flesh and blood, and words have power when spoken by authority. Each stained window, chalice, and vestment serves as a battlefield where meaning is reclaimed from chaos.

Knights, monks, saints—each took their stand in different ways. In times of barbarian invasion, it was the knight’s steel and flesh that shielded Christendom. In ages of spiritual decay, it was the monk’s robe and ink that sustained the heart of the faith. Today’s war may appear less bloody, but it is no less brutal. Our enemies are not outside the gates—they are in the walls, in the language, in the symbols twisted from their God-given roots. Against this flood, the church must hold her ground.

Men look to their forefathers in this war because meaning requires anchors. Tradition gives us strength not out of nostalgia but because it is forged in the fires of centuries. The Mass does not dull the heart—it sharpens it against the world’s cheap imitations of beauty. Ritual and liturgy, misunderstood as empty repetition, are in truth ancient weapons. The words of the Creed hold more power than the clamor of politics; the reading of the Scriptures breaks chains unseen. To kneel, to stand, to lift hands in the prayers of old, is to rehearse the movements of warriors in God’s cause.

To stand at this crossroads of belief and conflict is to recognize what is demanded of both body and spirit. We wear this armor not to triumph by our strength but by God’s mercy. Ritual becomes not an adornment, but the scaffolding holding us firm against forces that grind bones to dust.

And where does that leave the modern monk, the warrior in a world awash in screens and sirens? It leaves him with the same call as those before: to fight, though his battlefields are hidden and his victories unseen. His prayers build unseen citadels; his abstinence wounds the empire of the flesh. And for the knight whose heart burns with zeal to act—he, too, must be guided by the monk’s hand.

For God, in His wisdom, never set monk against knight or tradition against zeal. He wove them together as differing weapons in His vast arsenal. The knight, armed with sword and shield, must learn the humility to lay them down when called to prayer. And the monk, hands clasped in vigil, must trust that his brothers at the gates wield their weapons not for glory but for God.

Whether in chainmail or a rough robe, on the battlefield or in the cloister, every soldier in this kingdom wages the same war. For as long as there is a heaven and an earth, a Christ and a church, there will be a fight to preserve their bond against those who seek to sever it.

0221: Midweek Debrief – Signs of Collapse and the Path Forward

Podcast Link: https://open.spotify.com/episode/3uuCrLVwpS4VNBQAYVFo1l?si=Qc1b0weyRFGlQ9E_WXFCXQ

Out of wells dug deeper than memory, apocalyptic stories rise with the raw pull of something ancient. These tales are no conjuring of the modern mind; they surface from an older seam in our being, replaying those fates and reckonings that seem etched into the grain of time itself. Cities overthrown, their stones shattered and smudged with ash; trust splintering in the frail joints where lives meet and hold. We drape these narratives in the tattered robes of our era—diseased cities, burning woods, the barren hush after a nuclear inferno—but what fuels them, the marrow of the story, remains unbroken. Such stories sound the alarm. They stand fixed as warning-beacons, like storm lanterns rattling their iron in the wind, for any who can feel the coming dark and let their ears hear its hollow rising. We seek answers with empty hands while turning from the fields we ourselves have sown with ruin.

It’s easy to cast such visions aside, to mark them as relics of a fearful age when stars burned with omens and skies cracked open as a divine theatre. But the turgid thrum, thrum, thrum within them, repeating and relentless, alerts us to something closer to the bone. Apocalypse speaks not only of fire and destruction; it pulls back the veil, it bares what has always been lying underneath. Beneath the floodwaters, beneath the inferno’s roar, lies a revelation. They are stories of uncovering—not chaos—but the unlit truths buried under the veneers of our comfort, truths we kept at arm’s length for as long as the years would let us.

In these tales, collapse is never simple or sudden. A cracking begins at the edges, quiet at first, ice splintering under heavy boots, or the sound of roots heaving as trees let the earth loosen their hold. The firmament trembles; what we leaned on—God’s voice in the rafters, the stoutness of kin, the steady reliability of earth underfoot—gives way. Yet amid this wreckage stands the wanderer. A figure unnamed, weighted with loss but clutching one ember, a glow of what was whole before the great breaking. They come not to build anew, not to shape walls or lay foundations, but to tend the hearth-fire, to wait, to remind us that destruction—terrible as it is—is also a kind of flaying open, a baring of the deep seams where truth has been hidden.

These wanderers—be they called prophet or outcast—carry a knowledge that seeds itself in silence. The clearing of the world begins not with hammers but with memory, with a tender flame flickering in cupped hands, with the long patience of those who know that even ruin bears the chance of beginning.

Patterns of Apocalypse: Death, Rebirth, and Revelation

The old myths carried within them a steady reckoning, a deep and clear-eyed sense of time’s hunger for renewal. Collapse was no calamity snatched from the heavens, but a turning of the wheel, inevitable as winter follows autumn’s fall. Across the breadth of culture, the world was never imagined as fixed or steadfast, hewn once and for all into unyielding permanence. Instead, it turned—slow, grinding, but sure—a circle that gathered both the ripeness of plenty and the wreak of decay. The wise among those who lived in the circle’s turn did not stand against its breaking but wove it into the warp and weft of their lives. They understood that all birth, whether of gods, men, or kingdoms, came through death’s open gates.

Modernity, drunk on the glitter of its innovations, flinches from the cost. It bristles at the crack and splinter of its foundations. Collapse, to the modern mind, is catastrophe. An error. A deviation. What the myths named as the grain’s necessary falling into earth, modernity casts as failure, unwilling to see the inferno of reckoning burning in its collapse.

Think of the great floods that sweep through ancient tellings. Sumer’s rivers rising in fury. The earth unmoored in Genesis, waters swelling to blot out even the mountain’s crown. Manu, shepherded by the fish, tending life through India’s oceanic swell. These floods do not rain destruction alone. Judgment is carried within their currents, yes, but also cleansing. The waters wash not to annihilate but to strip bare, to soak the fields for planting. In each story, there is sparing: Noah, bowed under the sky, sets his axe to wood for an ark. Manu floats sheltered by his obedience, his ears tuned to the sacred murmur of the fish. They live not through power, not by chance, but by listening, by leaning into the unyielding truth of what must come.

The ark—the womb of the story—is never just wood, never just refuge from the breaking storm. It is a body for memory. Within its shelter is carried life’s very pattern: meanings forged in trial, words scribed on the tablet of tradition, the promises of all that came before, stored up to carry through the rising tides. These myths do not abandon us to despair; they give the flood its frame, its pattern. Death, in their telling, births continuity.

Here, modern apocalyptic visions often falter, lost within the smoke and the fall. The end arrives, but with it, no cadence of renewal. A sickness strips the streets of life; the heavens throw down their comets, splintering stone and flesh; great pyres bloom, ash sweeping across the sky. These stories stretch long into the darkness of unknowing, yet stop short of the clearing that must follow. No ark rises from the wreckage. No voice carries over the waters, tending meaning and memory like a hearth flame. What remains is ruin—empty and raw, without seed or song.

Yet even here, the shape endures. The steadfast beat of older rhythms resonates loudest in the telling.  Beneath the rubble and flame, in the most cynical of endings, still stands the lone figure. The wandering harbinger—a silhouette on the edge of all endings, a seer, clutching fragments of what was good before the world went awry. Even now, even here, some dim remembrance of the ancient cycle stirs, pointing toward the unspoken hope hidden behind destruction’s veil.

Traditions: Anchors in the Storm

In the cleaving and cracking of a world undone, religion steps forward—not only as a sanctuary of stone and song, but as the sinew that binds. It is not simply the pulpits and vestments, not the incense curling through hallowed halls, but religion in its oldest sense: a ligature that holds the fraying edges of life together. It knots community to purpose, meaning to motion, memory to survival. Properly tended, it does not lure the weary from reality but anchors them deeper in it, drawing its strength from symbols as ancient as breath—water for washing and rebirth, fire for scouring and remaking, bread for the laborer’s hard-won sustenance, made sacred in the breaking and the sharing. These signs speak of higher truths carved into time itself, heavenly truths older than any tongue but waiting on every lip.

Take baptism. In the modern eye, it may seem a relic—a simple washing, stripped of consequence. But think on its origins, their chill and weight. To step into that water is no ordinary cleansing. It is to drown, and in drowning to rise again. Death is its threshold, renewal its promise. The waters swallow so that they might give back. In their glint and depth is the terror of unmaking, and the hope—the stubborn, surging hope—of a second birth. Water cradles life and smothers it alike, a truth that baptisms lay bare with a terrible clarity: to be made new, one must first surrender the old.

Or consider the bread, the lowly loaf broken in sacrament. What could be simpler? Yet within its crumbs and crust lies the germ of all that sustains and humbles us. To share bread is to admit, without word or flourish, how precariously life hangs. A single loaf is torn, parceled among many, a thin armor against hunger’s gnawing teeth. Bread nourishes but never without cost. It speaks of fields bowed beneath sun and blade, grains crushed to powder, hands scorched and muscles spent in ovens’ heat. It is the labor of earth and body transformed, and in that transformation it preaches both fragility and grace—the alchemy that underpins all that we call human.

But what happens when the cords slip, when faith frays or fails in the upheaval? The symbols linger, though their vitality ebbs. A baptism without death or rising becomes a splash in shallow waters; communion without hunger or humility, a rote breaking of crust. The sacred unravels and sags, emptied of conviction, and what should bind begins to splinter. Tradition, devoid of breath and blood, hardens into ceremony for its own sake, a faint twitch of life in the husk of what once was.

Where once these symbols girded a world against collapse, they now hang slack, their weight no longer felt, their meaning lost to noise. What once sanctified labor now shields power; what once turned the waters of renewal now leaves them still and scummed with forgetting. Yet even in this desolation, there lies the possibility—no, the certainty—that the old symbols wait in the dust and rubble, ready to rise again. The water and bread, the fire and toil, remain what they have always been: signs of the earth’s oldest truth.

Seeing Patterns in Chaos

If apocalypse lays bare, it does so not to hurl us into despair, but to strip the world to its stark bones, revealing what is firm and what was never built to last. In the crumbling of towers and the cracking of stone, there is a calling—not to mourn the loss of what cannot hold, but to see clearly the marrow of what remains. Collapse, then, is not a closing of the book but a sharp turning of its page. It presses upon us questions as old as watchfires and as urgent as the next breath: What endures when the storms thrash and burn? What fragments are worthy to carry into the rebuilding?

Every story of ruin holds within it a sharp-edged truth—one that demands we sift the eternal from the fleeting. The tales that grip us most tightly are not the loudest or the most adorned. They cling because they remind us that the patterns of this life, from first trembling ember to smoldering ash, are threads long woven into the loom of time. What we take as novel is rarely so. The belief systems that stand across generations are those that can bear the shaking of the ground beneath them, those that can face their own undoing as soil turned for new growth.

When the symbols we cling to—cross or cathedral, fire or water—lose their pulse, the failure is not theirs but ours. A rite untethered from the life it is meant to gird cannot stand; a ritual turned to habit, divorced from purpose, is an altar without heavenly use. And yet, for all the decay, meaning does not die. It sinks, perhaps, beneath layers of disuse and forgetfulness, but it is never gone. Like seeds buried deep in ash, it waits for the spark, the rain, the clearing of ground.

Even the mightiest pillars of faith cannot stand without foundation, but that foundation itself—truth borne from need, symbols rising from the churn of human longing—is stubborn. It resists extinction. Meaning does not vanish, only waits to be unearthed, to breathe once more in the open air. The purifying flames do not destroy all; they purge, preparing what might be forged again. And so, behind the ruin, there is always the possibility of restoration, always the question that lingers amid the wreckage: Will we hear it, this time, before the ground turns to ash again?

Carrying the Fire: The Role of Rituals and Symbols

Rituals are not the flotsam of passing centuries; they are rooted, bone-deep, in the earth’s oldest truths. They speak a language older than any written script, the body’s way of shaping, through gesture and offering, what words alone could never hold. These acts of faith—battered, clinging to the edges of time—carry in their composition the instinct to endure. Baptism takes us to the brink of the grave and returns us, lungs gasping, into light. Communion, in the breaking and sharing of bread, binds the scattered into a whole. The call to prayer rises like a bird’s cry at dawn, lifting the spirit upward and outward towards the Spirit, away from the self’s insistent smallness, toward something, Someone vast and enduring.

Each ritual bears a history, one that hums beneath the surface of its symbols. The ash of burned fields clings to the seeds it sows. The streets of shattered cities become veins through which life returns, rebuilt by hands raw with toil. The bonds forged between those who share a cup, a loaf, a prayer—they are the sinews of something lasting, a defiance of the fractures the world so often seeks to widen.

What modernity has lost, in its obsession with the new, is this understanding: rituals endure not because they are old, but because they are true. They do not just preserve the past; they remind us how to live within the world’s limits. They name the cost of harvest, the necessity of sacrifice. They bind us to the fragile web of life and to the covenant, always trembling but never wholly broken, that makes us human.

To stand at the crossing of belief and conflict is not a posture of evasion but one of reckoning. The wanderer in apocalyptic lore—whether robed in prophecy or clothed in rags—does not renounce tradition for the sake of rebellion. They strip it back to its essence. They return to what is primal, elemental, unshakeable: water and flame, bread and stone. These are not only relics, but a harbor in a squall. They teach that even as the earth heaves and the heavens burn, life holds steady on its deepest roots. It is these truths—honed, hammered, and reforged through countless collapses—that remain the hard, bright core of what it means to endure.

The Unveiling and the Road Ahead

Apocalypse, when stripped of its thundering connotations, is a word that means unveiling—a pulling back of a curtain to lay bare what lies behind. Collapse, then, is not simply an ending but a revelation, a reckoning that peels away illusion to expose the hidden roots. At the close of a civilization, what greets us is not the void, not the emptiness we fear, but the undeniable truth that we have mistaken monuments for meaning. We raised cities of stone, thinking they would outlast the centuries, but it is not the stone that endures. It is the human memory it holds, the heavenly truth it carries.

Tradition, belief, and ritual are not just the flourishes of history. They are the heartbeat of meaning, the elemental wisdom of those who lived when survival was no guarantee. We exist, not because we bent the world to our will, but because we learned—through pain and sacrifice—to walk within its rules. Those who came before us passed down not riches, but rituals; not theories, but symbols etched into the fabric of life. They are the red thread running through time, binding the fragile present to the depths of the past.

The apocalyptic imagination does not serve to indulge despair or glorify ruin. It sharpens, wakes, and calls. It peels away complacency, revealing not a smooth surface but cracks and crevices, always there but ignored. Collapse unmasks the false permanence of our comforts, leaving only the essential, raw and unyielding. It is not a question of whether collapse will come—it has always come, reshaping kingdoms and upturning empires—but of what we will carry when it does. What truths will light our way? Which symbols will anchor us to life when all else fails?

An apocalypse may tear down, but it does so to turn the soil. In the black furrows of ruin, there is always the promise of renewal—not something novel, shiny, or freshly imagined, but a restoration of what has been long buried, dormant yet living. Belief systems that decay are the ones that worship their own permanence, mistaking survival for stasis. The traditions that endure do so because they yield to the turning wheel, surrendering to the inevitability of death and renewal. They know what must die, so that the eternal may bloom anew.

We live in an age where the ancient symbols falter, worn thin by disuse or made hollow by misunderstanding. And yet, they linger. Bread is still broken to nourish; fire still purifies and renews; water cleanses as it drowns; blood binds even as it spills. These truths remain, etched not on parchment but in bone, unerasable. They endure not because they are old, but because they are true.

In apocalyptic stories, the wanderer does not carry the fire as a tool of conquest but as a covenant, the trust of one generation passed to the next. Fire consumes, but it also makes way. To carry the flame is to carry the possibility of return, of planting seeds in ashes. These tales do not celebrate ruin but name it for what it is: a turning of seasons, a night that must pass before day.

Collapse presses us to remember the truths forged in ritual and belief. It humbles and calls us to kneel—not as slaves before some ending but as seekers before a new beginning. Beneath the ruin, there is no finality, only life biding its time, waiting for the veils to be lifted. In the old stories, the old symbols, there is a path forward—not carved fresh but etched from the start. To trust in what lasts, in what is woven through bread, water, fire, and blood, is to know that the turning of the soil will always give rise to a new green blade. What endures is never the strongest but the truest. To find it, we need only look beneath the surface, where the ancient roots still hold. —D.

0219: Midweek Debrief – A Strange Mercy

Podcast Link: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/donavon-riley/episodes/0219-Midweek-Debrief—A-Strange-Mercy-e2sp63q

It gets sacred in the places where you have been torn open, where you’ve bled and felt abandoned. This is the quiet power of Christmas: not that it erases the ache, but that it enters into it with a tenderness fierce enough to hold what’s broken. You are held, not despite the pain, but because of it. The grace that comes is not the smooth salve, but the living wound itself, kissed by the presence of God who never runs from the darkness but embraces it, calling it holy.

0217: Midweek Debrief – What’s Up With Re-Enchantment?

Podcast Link: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/donavon-riley/episodes/0217-Midweek-Debrief—Whats-Up-With-Re-Enchantment-e2rt5n5

What’s up with the talk about re-enchantment lately? Why are people interested in “re-enchanting the world”? What’s at stake in the question and what is expected by those who pursue it? What good are old stories and are we prepared to risk our lives to find meaning and purpose?

0216: Midweek Debrief – Should We Be Modern?

Podcast Link: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/donavon-riley/episodes/0216-Midweek-Debrief—Should-We-Be-Modern-e2rantn

Perhaps God does not want us to be modern because modernity too often blinds us to the eternal. In our rush to build, invent, and achieve, we forget to behold, to wonder, to worship. We lose the ability to see the sacred in the ordinary: the bread on the table, the sun rising over a field, the child laughing in a garden. These are not obstacles to progress; they are reminders of a deeper reality, a reality that modernity often seeks to obscure.

0214: Midweek Debrief – Mythologizing Modernity

Podcast Link: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/donavon-riley/episodes/0214-Midweek-Debrief—Mythologizing-Modernity-e2qmh74

History is dead. 

Or, so I was told.

For a long time, I believed it.

Not because I wanted to, but I could see the world around me. It was plain as day that I did not live in the world of my heroes.

Myth and legend had ended, history had marched to its lackluster end, and we were all fated to live out our days in a lethargic, decaying, neo-liberal hellscape.

Consume product. Work for corporation. Vote. Die.

The banal reality of the modern west seems almost designed to crush the very souls of its populace.

We grew up in a world where nothing ever happens and there is nothing left to discover. – The Saxon Cross

Link: https://thesaxoncross.substack.com/p/mythologizing-modernity

0212: Midweek Debrief – A Conversation w/Xenophon on Tyranny

Podcast Link: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/donavon-riley/episodes/0212-Midweek-Debrief—A-Conversation-wXenophon-on-Tyranny-e2pennf

When, because of their fear, they do away secretly with such men, who is left for them to use save the unjust, the incontinent, and the slavish? The unjust are trusted because they are afraid, just as the tyrants are, that someday the cities, becoming free, will become their masters. The incontinent are trusted because they are at liberty for the present, and the slavish because not even they deem themselves worthy to be free. This affliction, then, seems harsh to me: to think some are good men, and yet to be compelled to make use of the others. – Xenophon, Tyrannicus part 5

0211: Midweek Debrief – A Conversation w/George Carlin on Politics

Podcast Link :https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/donavon-riley/episodes/0211-Midweek-Debrief—A-Conversation-wGeorge-Carlin-on-Politics-e2p6rb1

Now, there’s one thing you might have noticed I don’t complain about: politicians. Everybody complains about politicians. Everybody says they suck. Well, where do people think these politicians come from? They don’t fall out of the sky. They don’t pass through a membrane from another reality. They come from American parents and American families, American homes, American schools, American churches, American businesses, and American universities, and they are elected by American citizens. This is the best we can do folks. This is what we have to offer. It’s what our system produces: Garbage in, garbage out. If you have selfish, ignorant citizens, you’re going to get selfish, ignorant leaders. Term limits ain’t going to do any good; you’re just going to end up with a brand new bunch of selfish, ignorant Americans. So, maybe, maybe, maybe, it’s not the politicians who suck. Maybe something else sucks around here… like, the public. – George Carlin

0210: Midweek Debrief – Nihilism, Cultural Insanity & Child Sacrifice

Podcast Link: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/donavon-riley/episodes/0210-Midweek-Debrief—Nihilism–Cultural-Insanity–Child-Sacrifice-e2oau48

“Humanity had thought itself sufficient, and even now we think we can escape our destiny by our own efforts. Escape!–that is our only thought. To escape from the insanity, the hell of modern life is all we wish. But we cannot escape!!! We must go through this hell, and accept it, knowing it is the love of God that causes our suffering. What terrible anguish!–to suffer so, not knowing why, indeed thinking there is no reason. The reason is God’s love–do we see it blazing in the darkness? — we are blind.” Fr. Seraphim Rose

0208: Midweek Debrief – Ukrainian Christians, Ruby Ridge & The Deadly Poison of Indifference

Podcast Link :https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/donavon-riley/episodes/0208-Midweek-Debrief—Ukrainian-Christians–Ruby-Ridge–The-Deadly-Poison-of-Indifference-e2nggs9

So what will we do? Will we remain on the shore, dipping our toes in the water now and then, or will we plunge in, fully, recklessly, trusting that this river will carry us where we need to go? That is what true love is—it is a surrender, a letting go of our need to control, to manage, to predict. It is a wild rumpus, a leap into the unknown, a cry that travels through forests and over fields, and shakes the very earth beneath our feet. And in this love, we will find that indifference has no place. It cannot survive in the rushing waters of a soul that is fully alive, fully attuned to the presence of Love, the Christ-Savior – Donavon L Riley

0207: Midweek Debrief – Pulling Back The Veil

Podcast Link: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/donavon-riley/episodes/0207-Midweek-Debrief—Pulling-Back-The-Veil-e2n1q91

You may remember the Green Knight arriving at Camelot after fifteen days straight of feasting. King Arthur has asked for a story so that the tribe could remember itself but none of the assembled have the gumption to respond. A deeper story was required. Perfectly on time, the Green Knight bursts through the door. In the act of being beheaded but then continuing to live, the Green Knight brings a terrible but familiar, biblical question:

“Who will lose their life to find it?”

0205: Midweek Debrief – Can One Be Liberated From Fear?

Podcast Link: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/donavon-riley/episodes/0205-Midweek-Debrief—Can-One-Be-Liberated-From-Fear-e2mg5ti

The basic question in this vortex is whether man can be liberated from fear. This is far more important than arming or supplying him with medicines—for power and health are prerogatives of the unafraid. In contrast, the fear besets even those armed to the teeth— indeed, them above all. The same may be said for those on whom abundance has been rained. The threat cannot be exorcized by weapons or fortunes—these are no more than means. – Ernst Junger, The Forest Passage

204: Midweek Debrief – What Is Propaganda, part 2

Podcast Link: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/donavon-riley/episodes/204-Midweek-Debrief—What-Is-Propaganda–part-2-e2m8l3u

“To the extent that propaganda is based on current news, it cannot permit time for thought or reflection. A man caught up in the news must remain on the surface of the event; he is carried along in the current, and can at no time take a respite to judge and appreciate; he can never stop to reflect. There is never any awareness — of himself, of his condition, of his society — for the man who lives by current events. Such a man never stops to investigate any one point, any more than he will tie together a series of news events.

We already have mentioned man’s inability to consider several facts or events simultaneously and to make a synthesis of them in order to face or to oppose them. One thought drives away another; old facts are chased by new ones. Under these conditions there can be no thought. And, in fact, modern man does not think about current problems; he feels them. He reacts, but be does not understand them any more than he takes responsibility for them. He is even less capable of spotting any inconsistency between successive facts; man’s capacity to forget is unlimited.

This is one of the most important and useful points for the propagandist, who can always be sure that a particular propaganda theme, statement, or event will be forgotten within a few weeks. Moreover, there is a spontaneous defensive reaction in the individual against an excess of information and — to the extent that he clings (unconsciously) to the unity of his own person — against inconsistencies. The best defense here is to forget the preceding event. In so doing, man denies his own continuity; to the same extent that he lives on the surface of events and makes today’s events his life by obliterating yesterday’s news, he refuses to see the contradictions in his own life and condemns himself to a life of successive moments, discontinuous and fragmented.” – Jacques Ellul, Propaganda

0203: Midweek Debrief – What Is Propaganda, part 1

Podcast Link: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/donavon-riley/episodes/0203-Midweek-Debrief—What-Is-Propaganda–part-1-e2ltssm

Propaganda is made, first of all, because of a will to action, for the purpose of effectively arming policy and giving irresistible power to its decisions.* Whoever handles this instrument can be concerned solely with effectiveness This is the supreme law. which must never be forgotten when the phenomenon of propaganda is analyzed. Ineffective propaganda is no propaganda. This instrument belongs to the technological universe, shares its characteristics. and is indissolubly linked to it. – Jaques Ellul, Propaganda 

Link: ⁠https://ia801202.us.archive.org/11/items/Propaganda_201512/Propaganda.pdf⁠

0202: Midweek Debrief – Death, Still-Borns & Ravens

Podcast Link: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/donavon-riley/episodes/0202-Midweek-Debrief—Death–Still-Borns–Ravens-e2ledn2

No pressure, no diamond. You don’t become a good captain by never meeting a storm. And so, at the end of your life – many years from now God willing – there is but one tree, vines threaded gloriously and ramshackley together – holy in its way – offering you a place to sit down and rest awhile, its branches sagging under the weight of timeless fruit produced to settle your restless stomach. 

0201: Midweek Debrief – The Denial of Death

Podcast Link: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/donavon-riley/episodes/0201—Midweek-Debrief—The-Denial-of-Death-e2l5msp

No matter how much we love the city, or our home, or the land, they will never love us back. They do not give birth to hope. They destroy us in the pursuit of it. And so, to survive you must learn to recognize those who don’t hope, who aren’t really alive, and be wary of their doomed decisions. They are to be avoided at all costs because their fear is tragedy’s closest cousin, and tragedy is contagious. And then, just like that, death steps from the shadows, and hope is strangled. Life is extinguished. Freedom is chained up. 

0200: Midweek Debrief – The War on Self in a Can-Do Society

Podcast Link: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/donavon-riley/episodes/0200-Midweek-Debrief—The-War-on-Self-in-a-Can-Do-Society-e2ktapq

The complaint of the depressive individual, “Nothing is possible,” can only occur in a society that thinks, “Nothing is impossible.” No-longer-being-able-to-be-able leads to destructive self-reproach and auto-aggression. The achievement-subject finds itself fighting with itself. The depressive has been wounded by internalized war. Depression is the sickness of a society that suffers from excessive positivity. It reflects a humanity waging war on itself. – Byung-Chul Han, The Burnout Society

0197: Midweek Debrief – A New Telling of Three Ancient Tales

Podcast Link: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/donavon-riley/episodes/0197-Midweek-Debrief—A-New-Telling-of-Three-Ancient-Tales-e2k1r1t

We are mud people with a holy breath sweeping through us. That is a comfort, Jesus says. Not tree people so much, or zebra people, or pomegranate people, but mud people. There is a primality in it. It is an image we can get behind. It is not nice. It is not a florid Renaissance sketch, but something we can imagine seeing daubed on a cave wall before someone blows the wick out. 

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